2025, Have mercy on me God.

I may not complete everything I've started before, it's okay. I said it to me many times since I've found it has lost. It's okay I have to stop my dream and I have to bide my time, it's been 2 years since that day. I admit my failure, I admit my time which my other self said I've been wasting it too much than what I've expected. Me, will always seeing my self on that old day as the heroes which I will always thank and forgive her with all of my heart now. I'm thanking much to you, dearest Delilah -----

My second 4 years which I've lost.

My dream to continue my master which I've been stuck and dragged me into the lowest.

The scorn I don't wanna hear from both of my parents.

The sings and dances I never tried with someone I love most.

2023 and the bastard boss with her allies.

2020 to 2021, living up my dream to finish my undergraduate between the side of the hell because of my first supervisor.

God, I can't even believe with all the hurts, ups and downs I've passed since 2011.

God, have mercy on me. 

Guide my step to where You want, make me ready with all things You've prepared to surprise me.
2025, close my heart to the things which it doesn't belong to me.
Erase the desires of what things don't mean for me.
Now, the skies are grey -- Enable me to colour it, for my sake.
Soon, the hurricane comes even harder, my tears will merge amidst the storm.
For all the incompetence. Enable me, for I depend on You.
I'm ready for more tears and pains, even it's too hurting.
But I beg to You, hold me whenever I'm taking choices and make my heart as wide as the boundless ocean. to accepting and letting everything walks on what You've wanted. 

Once more, have mercy on me, God.
I'm just nothing than just a human You've revived.

2025, let's meet more and make allies with good deeds.