2023 and as it soon.

Years are so fast, it changed many things. As I am walking down into every memory I've created, through all sadness I've been feeling and stuck in. Damn, I've finished my 7 months already with ton of tears, struggles, hates and downs. 
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I've been losing, all seconds to smile after this half year hits me so much. 

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Dear January, you filled me up with hopes. Then I thought it would be my sweet month. Then you carried me inside your time-lapse then I found my self grieving inside the pocket of life you've packaged it to me. To February until May, I've passed lots of battle with heart, memories and past. I knew I've hidden something in me, an important value of being me. But with the remains of the fucking then, I lost even in my battle I knew ''I'm right''. Hi June, you've made me so shocked, officially times changed into big pouch of luckiest. Even I couldn't held more the tears which hanging on the corner of my eyes, but your creature created me once more, in a happy life I might dream it since then. Then July, you were not really sweet at all but you've successfully created a marvelous pages of my life. I thanked to Allah for put my name into this what I called a heaven. I knew it won't last for everyday but I'm grateful for becoming one of the participant there.
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I won't say ''God, I hate your destiny'' --- But, Thanks God for letting me keep going on even in the hardest way I was. You are here still with me, in loving or in hating. I may bring this glass up, cheers and ready for the wildest and coldest adventure after this, God -- keep your hand on me.

2023 and as it soon, be brave for our next battle in life!